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Vent.
Vent, that wasn't supposed to feature that character but my other oc, Nergui, instead. But Nergui thought that noooooo I will not behave and then...
oh well, at least Deadache is always there for me. She never lets me down. Never.
Also, pardon me a little angsty text here. I can't keep this inside, it kills me if I just let it be there without setting it free.
I'm again grown so damn tired with my own mind, my mind that does things without proper reason, mind, which caused me to have a random panic attack all of the sudden. My mind lets me down, it brings me down, it keeps me down, and all I can do is feel hopelessness with it. It never ends, the better times feel like lies -- even though they're not, I know they're not.
I also want to say that I'm sorry if I've ever caused you feel uneasy, let alone if I've managed to hurt you somehow. I didn't mean, I'm sorry. I'm just a stupid little shit who doesn't know how to act properly.
Vent, that wasn't supposed to feature that character but my other oc, Nergui, instead. But Nergui thought that noooooo I will not behave and then...
oh well, at least Deadache is always there for me. She never lets me down. Never.
Also, pardon me a little angsty text here. I can't keep this inside, it kills me if I just let it be there without setting it free.
I'm again grown so damn tired with my own mind, my mind that does things without proper reason, mind, which caused me to have a random panic attack all of the sudden. My mind lets me down, it brings me down, it keeps me down, and all I can do is feel hopelessness with it. It never ends, the better times feel like lies -- even though they're not, I know they're not.
I also want to say that I'm sorry if I've ever caused you feel uneasy, let alone if I've managed to hurt you somehow. I didn't mean, I'm sorry. I'm just a stupid little shit who doesn't know how to act properly.
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I love this. I love vents. They give us a glimpse of an artists' most raw emotions, and usually they're the most beautiful and relatable pieces of artwork.
I know the mind can be a dark and miserable place, where the sunlight sometimes cannot warm. But please, take a look at what your mind created through your hands whenever you feel low. Look at it unbiasedly and without self criticism. You create such wonderful, beautiful things that have captured many of your watchers minds and hearts. Even the stories that come with some pieces.
That's the greatest things about being an artist, we can share our most vulnerable parts of ourselves through creation, tell a story without saying a word.
You're a freat inspiration, remember that.
I know the mind can be a dark and miserable place, where the sunlight sometimes cannot warm. But please, take a look at what your mind created through your hands whenever you feel low. Look at it unbiasedly and without self criticism. You create such wonderful, beautiful things that have captured many of your watchers minds and hearts. Even the stories that come with some pieces.
That's the greatest things about being an artist, we can share our most vulnerable parts of ourselves through creation, tell a story without saying a word.
You're a freat inspiration, remember that.